lol...today had a-maths test on linear law + coordinate geometry...
i got the last qns wrong due to careless?omg...it's abt finding area...
i had all the coordinates right?(cos my answer is same as some pros)
n all i had to do is us the area formula!but i tink i carelessly missed 1 pt in the formula!oh gosh!
this qns is 3 marks!bye bye to my 3 marks...
i realise i did not care so much on my results lyk the past?i changed?
i use to care so much abt results...
but after last month's geog tese...which i get 55...
i dun seem to care much already?i studied for today's a-maths test for only 4 mins ytd!i'm so lazy now!i only scan thru. the a-maths TB,i nvr bother to study any ws or notes...
i wish i can care more abt my studies...i dun wan to deprove n slack!i must buck up to survive in 3e3...-.-...wat a competitive class n i dun lyk this...
had swimming today...as expected...i disgrace myself again in front of 3e3 n 3e5...
i dun dare to swim in the deep water...n i haven even master my stroke well how m i goin to swim in the deep pool?!so i swim a little bck the coach call me to swim bck n join the beginners!
damn ps n diulian...somemore i hate the freaking coach tat demote me...not bcos he demote me...but his attitude...wth?i was trying to get out of the deep pool to the medium pool...
i haven even come out n he's shoo-ing me off...keep saying FASTER GO,WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE?FASTER!
wth...i feel lyk smacking him i said,"KK,I NOE,CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I'M COMIN OUT?"!!!
i noe i'm short...have to jump very high to get my butts out of the pool...
i'm not irritating him n he shoo me for wat?irritating coach!!!i heard that almost all the gals hate this coach!xP!
then happily i went to the beginners' grp...although i hate the hot-tempered coach who shoo me...but i really had to thank him that he demote me!!!although being demoted seems dumb n embarrassing,but i dun mind n this is just wat i want...i dun even swim well...i will really die one day if i remain in the deep pool n i hate swimming(cos i dunno how to swim well)...=.=
when i join the beginners's grp...the 2e1 gals are all there...^^!!!
they are surprised that i'm so noob to be demoted...-.-
nvm...had fn in the medium pool...n the coach is okay...
but i dun lyk it when he pull me out for demonstration...
i had to lie on the floor...then he moved my hands n forced me to be in the free-style position out of the pool...in front of everyone...so ugly somemore...then all the gals laughing...-.-
when my posture wrong...he kicked my hip...><
lol...xixi is such a disgrace today...
but very fun to play in medium pool wif 2e1 gals...i love them~
after tat wash up...i spent only 5 mins for everything(considered fast compared to the other gals cos i got put shampoo all these cos i dun want the chlorine to make my hair n body dry"...Oo
lol...zhiyi still ask why i so fast cos i got put shampoo all these somemore...pro me~lol
then board the bus...wif lots of 2e1 gals...
we sang songs tgt...all those old old songs!
i really had lots of fun on the bus...i've nvr been so happy for so many days...or even weeks?
only frenzs can cheer me up?they are wif u...they let u feel safe?cos u du have to pretend urself...
everyone in 2e1 noes my character well...
i'm rough...
i'm slow...
i'm born to be crazy...
n mostly i'm very childish...
n only they can tolerate my awful singing...my childish acts...n they wun be so easily pissed off by me cos they noe i'm such a person...
i can be very happy wif them...realli laughing frm the bottom of my heart...i dun have to be afraid that they will look down on me or dislike me for any stupid reason...i lyk this...
but sadly...i cant find such a feeling in 3e3...
it's just a competitive class...
they cannot tolerate me...they dun understand me...they dun even care abt me...
i ask for hmk to copy or wat?some will not lend me!(the guys are better...lyk arif...he's gd)
reason: erm,very mafan leh...blah blah blah!they are just afraid ppl will do better then them or wat?
so sick n tired of this...2e1 gals are not so selfish...the whole class copy tgt...
everyone share their hmk last yr...
every morning we go school...we take out all our hmkn start copying...
bks wif model answers by the hardworking ones will be pass around the whole class...
n everyone dun mind...no matter u are a guy or gal...
although copying is not a gd thing,this is 2e1...in such a different way...
after 7.5months...i still cant get used to 3e3?why?
sometimes i really love HCL lessons than any lessons...
3e3 can be a realistic n scary class...maty agrees wif me in this...Oo!
i missed the times we spent tgt...we played tgt...we had recess tgt...all of us...2e1 gals are most bonded...even till now...we still stayed tgt every morning before assembly...n this is the only time everyone can come tgt n spend times tgt...
time flies...sec 3life is ending soon...this is the eighth week...n 2 more weeks to holiday...
then term 4!on week 4 we will have our EOY...hais...
then sec 4 will come very FAST~
hais...jess say they wan to make 2e1 gals' tee...as a memory...i wonder is it true...
wat will i be lyk without the 2e1 gals?
wat will i be lyk when hh did not choose to be in 3e3 but 3e5?
then i will be a loner...
it's great to have true frenzs n i really hope this friendship last...no matter wat...we had been tgt for almost 3 years!!!3 yrs might not be long but it's certainly not short?
i hope our bonds will not be broken by any means...^^
n i hope 3e3 will be better...we will care more for each other...not fighting our studies

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