so long nvr blog le...><
then i shld blog abt ytd n today's...
ME@EARTH DAYtoday is the me @ earth day...had booths in the hall...
went hall during eng lesson...bought smth to eat and a lollipop...the lollipop is ex...-.-
after tat went uniform booth to play game...
the throwing cans n blah blah blah de..
i won a lollipop...hh also...zl nearly won...LOL
maths lesson as boring as usual...
Mr Ong went in today...-.-
he came to charmaine n my table to anyhow touch our things(as usual)...-.-
n he asked me some stupid qns...=.=
recess went canteen to eat lollipop that i won...
then went to hall...zl n mx want me throw n get lollipops for them...i'm not interested in doin tat...
then mx throw herself...this time she succeed...but the person say no prize liao...LOL...
sad lar mx...waste ur efforts...
physics test i tink i can fail le...reflection...i dunno how to do...i tink i can get 4/15...-.-
this will be my 1st time failing physics bah...-.-
PE we played captain's ball...
then HCL got test also...
after tat went mama shop wif jess they all to eat maggie mee...yummy...^^...
tmr goin IMM for ushering...
then sunday got cheer thingy...whole weekend packed with things to do...
let me post abt ytd thing...
YTDtoday was a damn stupid day...a suay day for me...let me post abt the 2 most suay things...damn angry during bio lesson...i was scolded for nth...it's lyk wtf?(i dun really wish to blog vulgar)i was so angry n i keep scolding vulgar in my heart...i was scolded tat i'm not initiative...i'm frm life science...n i did not offer my help to ginny they all for the green building project...wth?as if i'm a free person...last week they did the model for this compeition...n i'm not free everyday lor...MONDAY-bio lessonsTUESDAY-o-lvl LCWEDNESDAY-AEM at SPn they went for the compeition on wednesday...so i no nid say wat i have on thurday on friday...not important also...it's lyk so pissed off lor...they onli start doin the model last week...n all three days i got things on...then i said that i had o-lvl LC on tuesday...she said it onli spent me an afternoon...if i have the heart...i will come on other days...wth?alright...call me selfish...it is my fault that i dun wan to sacrifice the whole day of wednesday without lessons...go help them...then dun go for AEM...then had to have make-up lessons instead n go SP take test on another day?i'm not so willing to skip my tests on wednesday...missed whole day of lessons...skip AEM test..call me selfish or wat...i'm just not willing to sacrifice my wednesday?satisfied?i'm not a person ly beegim...she's really helpful...although she's not frm life science...she offered her help...missed a day of lessons for them...she's willing to sacrifice for smth which does not matter her...wat abt me?i'm selfish...i care more abt my studies...i rather not missing leesons...i just a selfish person!i'm a selfish person...fine enough...i got so many things everyday...how to have makeup lessons n others...SC thingy already got so much....wat she expect...as if jerlin they all got help lyk this?y blame me only...i also hope i can go ngee ann to support on wednesday...if i dun hav AEM i sure go...then she also blame me tat i nvr help the sec 2 with their project...LOL...i only only they doing on monday...behind us in the bio lesson...then i say i dunno they doin wat compeition...she say i lying...saw them doin le...wth!i lie for wat...i really dunno wat they doin wat...i only noe monday they do the flowers thingy behind us while we had lessons...after tat i dunno anything le...wat did i lie?!!i hate ppl accusing me...wat for i lie?somemore i only noe they doin on monday...when we had bioi wan to have lessons wat...say wat i nvr help...i dun wish to have make-up lessons at all lor...she said tat changlin got help...i didn't...changlin take photos mah...she wan i also can help her take...=.=!now i understand how nelson felt when he got scolded last time n how he felt when he blog abt the incident...damn pissed off ytd n i nvr tok at all for an hr during bio lessons...giving a bu shuang face...how unreasonable!after bio went SC room to take blazer for tmr...then went home wif maty they all...but on our way to the front gate...the construction drop smth in front of maty n me...a huge metal...bigger than a human...lucky in front of us got fence...if not we die le...we were just standing in front of the white "fence" and the metal crash down...the impact was so big n i tink it break the fence too...so loud too!both of us stunned tio...stood there for 1 min...being statues...our mind was blankthe security guard called us to move ang we lyk gong gong...dunno wat to do... then uncle wan us to stay bck to take statement to prove to the big boss...if not he wun believe cos such things always happen...very dangerous...so we went to mama shop to eat...then went bck to the front gate...then uncle say big boss not free...come nxt day...then Mr Lau in assembly will call maty n me...then we went home...how suay m i...=.=!!luckily today Mr Lau nvr call us in front of the whole school...if not damn ps...but he also nvr come find us...LOL...i tink he forget le bah...i hate unreasonable adults...all the same...no matter who...my parents too...hate this world...y can't i live in lala land or in the sky...then i no nid to see stupid adults...they always scold u for nth...blame u for everything...always tink that they are right...sometimes they dun listen to ur explaination...everything i say,they tink is excuse...they dun care how i felt...how they wonder how i felt...how many times i cried when i'm being blame for the wrong things n when i explained,no one bothers?when i'm accused...i can only cry in the blanket?wth?...the worst thing in this world is not being trusted by ur dearest ppl...they always had the mindset tat adults' decisions are always right...sometimes i hate myself for everything...mayb i'm really useless to deserve everything?p.s:i'm not being negative...-.-!n dun comment too much on this post...after i blog this...i'm bck to the normal n happy me...
I am Xixi ; Sweet 16 this year.
