i hate this week's recess duty...TT
why do i have to do this blk this floor de duty...everyday tio scold...
go 3e4,jw n mh scold...
go 3e3,bc scold
go 3e2,justin n pz scold
go 3e1,the guys playing guitar scold
wth!what duty is this...cant even control these ppl...this bunch of guys do everyhting they wan?
somemore i gonna shoo them alone for the whole recess...
my partner which is the noob bear not even doing duty...
his listening to guitar in 3e1..everything i do myself...
all kahao's fault...anyhow arrange...
i just hope this week can go ASAP...
then i no nid to be scolded anymore...
so many tests this week...hais...
wun be blogging so often already...very busy...
today went JP wif viv,zy n hh...
ate in kopitiam...then vivi the crazy giant pin up my hair...
fiddle wif my hair in front of so many ppl...
they say i pin up hair better...*PUKE*
then they wan bring me to chameleon to continue making my hair...wth...still dun allow my to take off the pin on the way to the shop...
covered my head wif TBs along the way...
zhiyi say tmr wan bring clip to school to make my hair...pls dun...
i'm gonna protect my hair tmr..
clip up hair looks so ugly on me..
sian...bye~

feel lyk dying recently...getting damn emo...
everyday lyk this...y i emo only maty can see...
she's not VERY close to me but she can see i'm troubled...but y not others?
i'm tired of everything...all freakin stuffs...studies...friendships...money...n many many more
hais...i'm having a damn negative thinking recently...
i also wish tat a car can jump hit me to death...seriously i'm always tinking of this these few days...
i'm crazy or wat...i just hate everything...nth goes smoothly...
seems to be losing hope on everything...
i felt lyk crying but i dun wan to be so weak anymore...
zhengyang today see me playing penknife on my hands he say i crazy...commiting suicide?
err...i wun choose such method even if i wanna die...so pain...
hais...wats wrong wif me n everything around me...
why m i in this world?even if i disappear,mayb no one will giv a damn...
just make me disappear n erase me frm ppl's memory...TT
can someone just turn me into bubbles...this way of dying is most beautiful?

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