got scolded by my mum ytd...bcos of my MYE results...
i noe she's very disappointed...wat abt me?i feel more upset...
i worked so hard for it...n i deprove so much...n she keep nagging at me...
say tat failing subject is so ugly...n somemore tat subject is a-maths...
this is my 1st time there's gonna be a failing subject(an underline) in my report bk...
i'm really very disappointed with myself when i failed my a-maths?
why did i fail it??why did i even fail my maths?!!!
i tried my best already...(or mayb i didn't)..i dunno?
i studied hard for it...wat did i get?
i studied a few days for my chemistry...i even make notes...1st time i make notes when i studied...but wat did i get?a B4...(61 onli?)...
i studied so hard...i got such a low B...how m i goin to be happy?
i tried my best to understand physics too...n i got a 58...
somemore these r sciences lor...they r so important n i got this kind of results only..
n i even failed my a-maths...how m i going to be contented with my results when i did so badly for my sciences n i even failed 1 subject(somemore it's maths,when i tot it's one of my strongest n favourite subject)?
i dun understand what goin on with me...i'm deproving...deprove until i fail...T_T
this time...i nvr compare my results with others...but i lose to myself...compare my last yr results n my MYE this yr...how is it possible for me to smile n treat lyk nth happen?there's such a BIG difference between these results...
i tried to smile...so hard...-.-