T^T...i wan cry...I WAN CRY!!!crying seems 2 be useless but i just wan 2 cry...T^T...
i'm damn emo these few days n i realli hope i can disappear into bubbles lyk the mermaid...everything suxs lyk HELL!!!LIFE IS GONNA BE MEANINGLESS 4 ME!!!
T^T...i'm damn emo n sad now...i'm so STRESSED UP!!!tats gonna be so mani things 2 do...the dance...OMG...-.-...let me die...for this whole month i will be busy lyk siao...den a lot of HMKS!!!!i dun even hav time 2 do...tmr still got 2 meet up wif the SCs...T^T....
but these r not the main prob!!!!
i tink u guys noe we r doin couple dance...n u all noe hu's my partner is rite?WTH!!!
is not tat i wan complain...but frm young i h8 ppl hu r horny n unhygienic!!!OMG!!!
many ppl r horny...so i shld not blame this...then wat abt being unhygienic?OMG...THIS SUXS LYK HELL...T^T...i'm a veri hygienic person(i'm not being byl),even my mum says i'm abnormal sometimes...-.-!!!T^T...hais...bo bian....hais...
my original partner was not him de...!!!but if i dance wif my original partner...i tink all the gals will kill me...><...
hais...everything adds up tgt...n make my life more stress...hais...i tot this school reopens is a happy new starting 4 me...but this is not wat i expect?i dun lyk these at all...esp. when my results r lyk...OMG!!i got Cs n Ds...how m i gonna let my mum sign?i just wan die...i never forge b4...T^T...this is making my life terrible...these few days i'm so emo...every1 is calling me 2 cheer up...every1 wish me gd luck for the dance...so this shows tat not i dun wan partner wif him...it's lyk...almost all SCs n my frenzs all calling me to TAKE CARE!LOL...
hais...mermaid can cry b4 she turn into bubbles...but wat abt me...?how m i goin 2 cry?anyway...hu will care abt my tears?hais...~emo 1 corner~...the onli thing u guys r doin gd 2 me will me stop laughing abt me...due to this dance...i'm enough stress...i just wanna cry...T^T...i h8 emo life...this is not me...wat changes me?
hais...this is a stupid post...heck care if u wan...hais...u can call me 2 cheer up but dun realli expect me 2 realli smile...i tink i losing the ability 2 smile le...-.-...HAIS...T^T...
hais...let me tok abt another thing tat pissed me off!!!at 1st...i dun intend 2 rite on blog...cos i dun wan more troubles...but now i dun care le lar...cos y m i de onli 1 bearing all these things?
I H8 U!!!i really h8 u!!!i h8 u lyk hell!!!I H8 U!!!
WHEN CAN U GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!WHEN CAN U GIV ME BCK SOME PEACE!!!WHEN CAN U GIV ME BCK WAT I HAD LOST!!!B'COS OF U!!!I'D LOST MANY THINGS!!!LYK FRIENDSHIP!!!I H8 U...y must u make my life miserable...y must u continue lying...y dun u change?wat is friendship 2 u?U DUN EVEN UNDERSTAND THIS WORD!!!U BCKSTABBED ALL UR GD FRENZS!!!U COS THEM 2 LEAVE U!!!but did u change?U DID NOT CHANGE AT ALL!!!u continue 2 lie 2 more ppl...others dun noe u well...n they believe u...but this is not being fair 2 me!!!VERI UNFAIR!!!Y MUST U EVEN BCKSTAB ME???WAT HAD I DO TO U?U BROUGHT MISERABLE 2
ME!!!u shld be praying tat i did not revenge...i wun forgive u 4eva,no matter wat...did u noe tat i forgive u b4...we forgive u b4...just hope tat u could change...but wat did we get?more bckstabbing frm u???HAHAS!!!u tink wat m i?the sec 1 XIXI?the 1 u can bully...the 1 hu had no frenzs b'cos of u?the old XIXI hu led a miserable sec 1 life b'cos of u?i'm not the pathetic XIXI in the past le...b'cos of u...i lost my frenzs in the past...now everything is different...all my frenzs saw ur lies...n they came bck 2 me...but y r u still influencing the others hu r ignorance by bckstabbing the others?mayb 1 day u might just get ur retribution or watever...i dun wan care abt u...but i really h8 u...i tink it will be veri hard for me 2 forgive u...cos u did too much things 2 harm me...but the onli thing i'm expecting frm u now is:"STOP BCKSTABBING UR OTHER FRENZS ANYMORE!!!ONE DAY,EVERY1 WILL GET 2 NOE THE TRUTH!!!BY TAT TIME,U WILL REALLI LOSE EVERYTHING,ALL UR FRENZS"
i dun realli care if u take my advice...but i just hope tat u will give me some peace...my life is veri worse already...dun add on 2 it...cos if 1 day i cant stand it...i dunno wat i will do(not harming u of cos...certainly not BCKSTABBING u)...
just stop puttin on tat fake mask...u might not noe the wats happening now?...
even if u c this post...i dun realli care...cos u noe i h8 u a lot...n every1 can c tat u h8s me lyk hell too...it's just tat we never say it out...i'm writing these 2dae cos i heard more stories n saw more things...just stop tat...it's disgusting enough...i dun wan 2 puke everyday...there's a limit to my tolerance de...dun exceed the limit n force me...we dun wan 2 confront u n cause u 2 be more...erm?how shld i say...hais...suan liao...enough of these stupid things...although i h8 u 4 so long...this is the 1st time tat i wrote these....but tink abt it urself...wat had u do 2 me?even if i give u a lifetime...i dun tink u change...-.-...just giv me some peace...this is the onli thing i'm expecting frm u now...u shld be grateful...

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